This here is another poem that I wrote. It’s not recent, but it’s also not super old. It was written nearly three years ago. Read it and weep.
I know that if I dwell It'll only make me feel worse Not a soul on Earth can tell How just being myself feels cursed Damned if I don't Damned if I do Nothing can prove That I am good enough for you So, back into this shell I'll go Never again do I wanna let my guard down Never envisioned myself the jaded type But I can sense my heart becoming hard now Still, I know I have so much love to give It'd be stingy for me not to But truthfully I don't wanna give it to a man that's not you Maybe that makes me stupid Maybe I'll never learn That even if I don't want to Sometimes I gotta let it burn